bitchy

I'm back. Things have been seriously busy around here, as in making my head spin with the amount of stuff I have to do. Today I have a little bit of time, so here I am. I've been in a bit of a funk lately.
I think part of it is that I feel bad about not being nicer sometimes. My husband has frequently told me that I'm too nice (in a complaining way, not in a good way) and I always thought there's no such thing. And it's because of this I've been having some problems. Like I have my own, personal Jehovah's Witness (or at least that's what it seems like) come to visit me every weekend. I should have told her to leave me alone or I'm not interested in what she has to offer, but instead I talked to her and now she keeps coming back. Not to mention the fact that every time I see her, she offends me in some way, asking me questions that I think are none of her business (Why do I answer?!)

Another example, there's an old man that I sometimes see on my walk to the train station to go home. He used to be a student of mine. He's very interested in learning English and is always writing stuff down in his notebook or reading his notes or whatever. So, you guessed it, when we end up taking the same train home, he goes through his notebooks and shows me what he has written or asks me questions about English. After having taught all day, on my short break-before the start of my next class at home. Anyway, it's not what I really want to be doing. Well, lately, if I should happen see him on my way home, I just don't see him. I can walk pretty quickly if I want to. :)
Before I just felt bad about that but after seeing this, I don't.
So to the kid in class who won't stop talking-f*ck you. And to my Jehovah's witness- f*ck you! And to the little boy at my kid's kindergarten who asked me dozens of times if I 'do English'-f*ck you. And to whoever decided that I have to fill in a survey to give to my kid's kindergarten to say what his dream his and what my dream is (WTF?!)-f*ck you! Not to mention all the other people pissing me off-f*ck you!!!
Ah, I feel so much better now-thanks!